She orders wine, to cloud her mind
Convincing herself that everything is going fine
One drink down, things are becoming easier
Conversations flowing, people feeling more familiar
The night carries on
Another favourite song
Feeling like nothing could ever go wrong
That warm buzz, that feeling she had missed
What she's been longing for ever since
Watching the hours creep up to leaving
No need to talk of responsibilities
The cure for everything but also the disease
Head is spinning
Dazed state but still awake
Restless thoughts, blurry eyes and body aches
Rights become wrongs
Highs become lows
Once great ideas become "no one can ever know"
Senses heightened
Feeling brave and enlightened
Morning comes, she's never felt so frightened
Watching the hours creep up to leaving
Another wasted night
What could she have been doing
Hiding away from the light
What was she thinking
Another wasted night
What could she have been doing
Hiding away from the light
What was she thinking
Why was she drinking